Observations (and not necessarily my views) of people’s attitudes towards terminal illness, memory loss and dying with dignity.
lyrics
Can fake my way for just a little longer
It won't be long til nothing's left that works
I try to put the pages back in order
Watch my life unwritten in reverse
The fog returns for yet another daydream
I'm losing it, forgetting all the rules
I hope that you can see how I'm behaving
Reel me in when I look like a fool
And if I go too mad please promise me you'll shoot me
Yeah don't hold back cause soon enough I will be gone
Cause if I have mood swings
I will do bad things
Promise me
You'll stop me doing wrong
Cause I don't know anymore
And I don't know if I ever knew
Yeah I don't know
I'm trying to stay on top from underneath this
I see you turn so red on my behalf
Your name and face are standing up and leaving
I just want, I just want this to last
And if I go too mad please promise me you'll shoot me
Yeah don't hold back cause soon enough I will be gone
Cause if I have mood swings
I will do bad things
Promise me
You'll stop me doing wrong
Cause I don't know anymore
And I don't know if I ever knew
Yeah I don't know anymore
And I don't know if I ever knew
And I won't even miss you
There'll be no way to know
Cause I don't know anymore
And I don't know if I ever knew
Yeah I don't know anymore
And I don't know if I ever knew
Western State Hurricanes were an early iteration of The Long Winters, and some of that band’s beloved songs turn up here in an early state. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 16, 2020